Wandering the double mazes of infertility and living in a foreign culture.
Monday, 14 February 2011
No, no, no, no, no.
Five minutes ago I just voluntarily went to look at the Bug.aboo website. I did not stumble on it through a link. I actually typed the address in and went there of my own free will. The whole time I was screaming at myself 'what are you doing?'
I have been super strict with myself for a long time. I have not allowed myself to look at pregnancy week-by-weeks or any baby stuff for nearly a year.