At my work, in August, a nearly year-long training course starts. It would be an important step for me professionally and I would need it to move into any kind of management role at my company. If I get a place it is paid for by the company and I would have some time off my normal work every week to do it.
So the problem, of course, is what happens if the BFP happens? Over the next six months we're going to be undergoing treatment.
My husband thinks I should apply for a place and see what happens - it might be that I don't get in this year anyway. The thing is, I don't want to get a place, start the course, and then withdraw, as I would have taken a place from someone else who wants it. On the other hand, if I don't get pregnant then I will have put everything on hold for a baby that still hasn't come (which I did the year before last).
I recently said to Elphaba over at Yolk that she should go for a work opportunity she has, but for some reason I can't make up my mind when it comes to me.
What do you think?