I'm on 2WW day 3. I have to go and have my second HCG shot this morning (which I could have done myself at home but I chickened out)
I'm not in a good place this morning. I don't mean that I feel sad or down, actually I don't, but I don't have any faith that this IUI will have worked, despite everything. I don't know if this is a subconscious defense mechanism so if/when it fails I won't feel too bad, or if I'm just being realistic. Or perhaps I'm hoping if I say 'It's not going to work' enough times the universe will conspire to make it work.