Happy New Year Everyone!
I am in a pretty dark place ttc wise at the moment. One of the first things I saw this morning on checking Facebook were people making pregnancy announcements. Dark dark place.
We are planning to start IVF#2 in my next cycle in January. That's the plan at the moment anyway. To be honest I'm not sure how much about it I will report on this blog. I am also fairly sure I'm not in a place to be too involved in the 'community' at present. I can't deal with all the successes when all we seem to get is failure.
It seems at the moment that within the last year everyone who I was on the journey with have got their BFPs. I am the last woman standing at the beginning of 2012, and I can't take making more ttc 'friends' only to have them outstrip me as well.
If you had success in 2011 I am very happy for you, but I need to reassess the way I deal with this process, as my previous way doesn't seem to be working.