Monday, 5 March 2012

Spotting 6dp5dt

The title says it all.

I always knew IVF would be difficult; I also thought it would work. 

It was of course too good to be true: nine eggs, *seven* blastos. Everything looked like it just might work out for us this time. I even felt that *this was it*. Beware hubris.

Please don't write anything about implantation bleeding or positives after early bleeding. Those kinds of miraculous things happen to other people, not me.

11 comments:

Micha said...

**hugs**

KC said...

I won't write about unicorns and rainbows but if you have a chance read my July 6 2011 post and then my July 11th posts (you wouldn't even make an omelette with stale eggs). I know it can go either way because I bled both when I got my BFP and when my cycles failed.
I know the 2ww can drive u crazy and bleeding and false hope suck!

China Doll said...

Thinking of you xx

Sara said...

Oh shit shit shit shit shit. (Sorry for the profanity. This stuff just makes me so angry.) I had really hoped that this was it for you. Huge hugs.

Kate said...

I'm so so sorry. Is there any way you can go get a beta earlier, just so you know for sure?

Michele said...

Shit!

IF sucks, IVF sucks. I'm sorry but glad at the same time that I can follow so many people who have gone through it before me so that I'm truly aware of the fact that IVF is not the end all be for infertility.

Your experiences are a help to me.

knitting vixen said...

Bollocks. I really hope this is not the end, I can understand you thinking the worst.

I genuinely am very sorry.

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Red Power Ranger said...

I don't like the positive Peggy comments either, everything does happen to others, totally agree. But I hope you are wrong. Thinking of u..

marwil said...

Oh crap! I'm so sorry.

Kat said...

Thanks all. On my way to the clinic now to get an early beta. I don't know if we have any in the freezer at the moment. I'm well and truly sick of the whole thing.